ibu & bapak

wahhh seha sampai nangis teringat kat ibu n bapak. walaupun kite x rapat tapi bapak sorg jer yg seha ade. xboleh xboleh i cannot go on talk about my dad. nnt sure nak.nagis. dah la pakai mascara and eyelinerni...kang habis mcm monster. xsempat nak pg subang lagi. well cube teke seha update blog kat mane ni?? hahahaha dekat tangge sm5 uitm kala pilah...hahaha tggu ijazt baba punyer psl ade mase ni updatelah blog cheq ni huh...xsabarnyer nak main slide tu. ya Allah thrill gler ni. pastu hahahaha i was thinking actually am thinking still and will be thinking of ice skating huh seha bawak glove and socks siap kau! tapi syahmi kene balik awal. takut x sempat plak nak main sebab 5.30 cmtu dah kne gerak balik. xpe2 tu next time next time.hahaha bestnyer x sabar nak gerak ni. haihhh pilah pun xkeluar ade hati nak sampai. sabar sabar. yela dlm hidup ni kite sebenarnye kene banyak bersabar kan. mcm org mcm garam.haihhh xpe yg penting kite enjoyyyy onoknyer...safari lagi safari aku rase boleh ajak piqa. slide ni die xboleh pg. hmmm :( ade banyak kerje kat studio. lecturer die jahat hari sabtu pun nak torture budak tu. hishhh nyampah kalau x boleh join seha ngn syahmi sekali. im gonna take loads of pictures...saye irma hasmie harini...hahaha wahhh semoge jodohku handsome mcm suami irma hasmie jugak hahahahahahhha harapan! hidung kepek pipi tersorong2 dah lah pipi banyak lemak.k bye yolls ijat dah otw tu.

mgt

omg!!!save me!!! ya Allah betapa boringnyer kelas mgt ni. seha update mase kelaslah ni. i really just cannot couldnt handle this class anymore. it is so freaking damn boring. what i hate the most is the way she talks.die x confident in herslf its like die pun xpasti ape die sebut.pastu keep on bace slide je. damn xde preparation lansung!!! and u call urself a lecturer. someone yg mencurahkan ilmu ke org lain. ikhlas sikit boleh? lamak...stress tau mcm ni setiap sem mesti ade jer lecturer yg spoil mcm ni. dahla boring xmake jokes and xboleh handle org lain buat jokes.Z menyanyi pun kene marah what the hwck???whats the problem biarlah die menyanyi.dah lah kelas komputer tu xde function. kalau ade pun function mcm 30% jer... gosh! zera cakap seha makan banyak sekarang.ijat pun cakap mcm tu. yeker?? tapi seha lapar. maybe i shud stop this. kalau x mmg naiklah berat. dah la sekarang 52.8 kang naik sampai 55 baru nak menyesal its too kate then. urghhh susahnyer jadi perempuan nak jage bdan lah nak jage hatilah age pape jelah. bosan bosan bosan! itu ini u human freaking asyik nak judge people mcm bagus sgt. aku benci kau!! puas hati aku! menyampah sume ni. nak buat notes sir hafiz dah lame sgt x bukak buku law.3 damn weeks x jmpe die. rindunyer hahahahahahaha. a lecturer with me. wowo which is something not gonna happen today tomoro and ever...its so freaking acaawkward. very...kacau r fisya ngn baba ni. sebok betul interrupt.kn dah lupe kat mane dah ni.weyh lagi 1 jam doe.rase mcm nak larikan diri jer balik bilik. piqa ni lbab betul nak confirmkan. benci tau perkara lembab2 ni. sobar al khoir... haihhh bertentang mate dan bercinta kembali?? nampak gayenyer bukan begitu tapi lagi worst. skg mmglah but soon...i just hope it will be over for real. ape lagi nak merepek ni. lagi one hour rase mc forever!!! this is killing me. this feels like travesty. hahaha chloe is so pretty. die same height as me. weight not definitely chuck ngn nazi pun xdtg kelas. ijat pun. alep n kerol. ramai lagi esobonanyer. urghhh kalau pg toilet then lepak kat luar for at least half an hour rasenyer boleh ker? walaupun sir hafiz tu agak boring tapi at least die buat joke tau. die cakap psl stories... nak makan cornflakes!! eh salah vococrunch sedapnyer!! kalau dapat onoknyer... crunch crunch ngn su low fat yer not full cream.bahaye minum full cream.

website

ape bende ni????asking me to make my own website. alamak!! okay stop mengeluh cuz kak waida cakap sooner or later i have to learn these things pun anyway so my time is now. baiklah saya redha. balik ni fuh fuh entah bilerlah sebenarnyer kan saya nasihah bt mohd lajis akan bukak laptop saye dan mule membuat website ni.hahahaha ayat saye mcm india india kan! damn im in class and its so damn boring i just couldnt thing of anything better to do. fuh! ahaha mcm awal lah pulak. u know what behind all these shits actually ade jugak silver lightning yg tersirat. i still do love u but if waiting is it. then i will try my best. i'll try but not promising anything. ouh saye adalah sangat malas nak bukak laptop tu sebenarnyer. sangat2 kat bilik i rather listen to music play games practically phone lah.. laptop tu terperuk buat perkasam dalam bag. hahaha dulu bapak aku xbelikan laptop murung buat muncung duckface bagai. ok bye boleh balik xoxo love u

public relation

okay this is an assignment given to us.. we have to find a company that has a PR department so that we could interview the PR practitioner. so far only one crossed my mind. IJM land. its a housing company. they developed houses and practically plan a neighbourhood.from houses to schools malls anything everything uptown downtown which i have no idea whats the difference. LOL. so okay its a good choice might be the best but there is one big major super duper problem. the person that we gonna meet to get the info will be expected to be great fantastic bombastic. thats the thing that im really not fancy. well u see he/she will expect us students to speak bombastic english and i am super nervous when dealing with upper people even lecturers. so just imagine me talking to some higher level people. what if im stuttering? that means gagap. saya akan dan saya sangat positive with that. i have no problem talking to ejat or some other frens. but not my chinese or indian or some bombastic speakers. cuz i know my level of english is like wayyyyyyy at the bottom compared to them. this is hell seriously. so i just have to find a new company that doesnt need me to have a headache and a pain in the ass. but which company??? where not every company has a PR department. i bet ixora doesnt have one. i just couldnt think of any other than that. ouh wait jusco.yeahhhh that might be okay. excepted. gonna google jusco now and see what we got.

keluarga bahagia

mcm manekah sebuah keluarga itu dikira bahagia?? keluarga saya bahagiakah? mungkin semue org nampak sesebuah keluarga normal itu bahagia. tapi persoalannye bahagiakah mereka? well to me my family financially is just ok. xde masalah cume love. i think that is really one big of a problem here. sebab itu saye lebih menyayangi org yg menyayangi saya lebih dprd mereke2 yg sepatutnye. ok like just now ibu ajak makan. i wasnt hungry pun. but in order to have the happy family that i dream of so saya pun kedapur utk makan bersama keluarga. alangkah xtaulah saya nak kate ape. adik xnak makan die lebih rele tido. bapk pun katenyer xlapar lagi. so korg bayangkan kalau saya pun xnak makan jugak. xkesian ker ibu saya yg dah penat memasak lepas tu makan sorg2. so walaupun saya x lapar. saya makan jugak. ade sambal tempoyak saye ngn ibu beli durian semalam kat tesco. rm5 sebiji repeat sebiji bukan sekilo. murah gile!! tapi sebab kitorg ni pmpuan(xtau ade kene mengene ker x)kitorg xpandai pilih durian. hampeh betul! so beli 4 biji jer sebab nak cukupkan rm20. nak beli banyak2 tkt beli yg x elok. nak beli sikit harge murah pulak. nilah perempuan dilemma selalu sgt mcm ni.hahaha so smbg balik cerita, saya pun makanlah sambal tempoyak tu. thnk god die pedas so xde lah boring sgt makan kan walaupun xlapar. and i made alot of effort in making the conversation with her.i told her about zera. yg zera tu dulu sekolah rendah same2 kat sacred heart then jumpelah kwn2 lame yg lain 8 tahun x jumpe bagai.hahaha cerita psl aben sakit semue ape doktor cakap. then ade lagi some of the things yg x ingatlah. well my point is what is the definition of keluarga bahagia?? bahagiakah keluarga anda? saye harap kalau ade rezeki saya membina masjid, saya mengharapkan masjid itu riuh rendah walaupun yg ade hanya like 3/4 people only. one more secret to tell i have i think around 12/13 family members including ipars. tapi bile semue balik gather pun my house mcm ade 3/4 people saje. this is actually the main reason kenape saya rase family saya xcukup bahagia.bukan x bahagia tapi xcukup. well i've been to khalish's and mereka sangat bising. i love it! alot the mother aunties not uncles nahhhh the grandmother anf the late grandfather semue mengalukan kedatangan kami..me and ejat. we talked alot. they treat me like family. anak buah khalish lagilah...cute2 jer.hahaha well i never been to wan's. hes very close to his family especially the mother. that is good news. hahaha ok y i never been to him its cuz its different. pg kg khalish i went there as his fren. sebab ade kenduri kesyukuran and i went there with a fren. tapi kalau pergi ke rumah wan ianya adalah suicide. terlalu banyak things that i have to count. what if i act nonsense and the parents dislike. im just not ready. well my parents pun ade issue jugak so i think these parents issues we just cant face it later... we'll face the music together. i love u.

sem break!!

hai hai uolls....sekarang seha sedang berbreaking hahaha cuti midterm. satu hari seha tggu awak call. akhirnya awak call. saya tau awak bz. xpe haih takut plak ape yg tity cakap tu menjadi kenyataan. hish type pakai laptop ni habis terkangkang kangkang jari den dibuatnyer. kalau keyboard comp tu kecik skit. sebab banyak lagi bnde nak sumbat kan nombor sume bagai. syukur2 cepat!! allhamdulillah ade laptop. hahaha ok cuti midterm ni okaylah my relationship with everyone seems to be better. thnk Allah for that i think those gaps is such a need.mmg good idealah x balik rumah the past 3 weeks. i can talk at least alittle bit here and there with him. haih family crisis is such a nuisance. and im gonna miss sir hafiz. seminggu xdapat jumpe ni. alot of things going on and i seems to be alittle aroused. i thought i can evade from being like them but im wrong!very! im turning into one and im scared that its gonna last. hell no okay. this is aint permanent!ok enough of that. we made up!!! god tq! tq tq tq. hahahahha gosh fought like damn. it cost me to loose him. wow! itu adalah perkara yg menakutkan. i asked some people and they have their own reasons on doing things their way so i guess u do too. iits just that just spill on me ok. i cant read i conclude! that is just me. drive myself crazy each time. ouh and one more dooms news! kita adalah diwajibkan memakai baju kurung setiap hari! repeat setiap hari! theheck man???uitm uitmlah jgn nak act mcm some boarding school or matrix cuz u're not! repeat u're not! bencilah...i hate wearing baju kurung. dahlah suruh pakai hari isnin dahlah nak ape lagi?? heels somemore?? apeni ape ni? xnak!!!! kalau tipu dari start mesti semue ni xjadi tapi lain plak masalah yg datang.ahhhh no jeans tu yg lagi rase mcm say what???? hahahaha this is a joke.i discovered a young talented girl carly rose sonenclar. shes 13 sumpah nyanyi best tapi x sebest leona lewis and celine dion lah... but shes good dang good. cuz shes only 13 suare die x mature lagi so okay per. at least u called. thats the most important matter. cuz my fren once said the thought that counts. well said farid well said. cuti piqa plak pergi umrah. best wishes for u my dear.. and bitch from indon is going to kelantan and ganu haih... me alone again. nana only arrive next week. hmmm botaklah tmpt berteman nampak gayenyer. alan is like so bz god knows why. hate him! so we'll c how my midterm break goes. first thing tomorrow is to grab a bite of the damn prosperity burger with adik. boring but do i have a choice?? XOXO

A weeeee week of HEAVEN

i spent my first week berfoya2 sane sini.. well where to start huh. hmmm first day of a new sem went to midvalley with the girls fisya and mai. later alep persie jackson joined. tu pun mcm dah lambat. then kitorg decided not to go home straight. actually it was alep's idea. not us girls seriously. hahaha kitorg pergi downtown in cheras. buat facial just me henna us girls and some steamboat to filled up.what a pleasant night huh. and i got myself a whole bunch of new jeans and blouses. cant be more happier than that. so so so so gay! ok enough of midvalley story lets move on next: a couple of days apart we me baba n zer decided to go to melaka. so i called wan and invite him over. but then i guessed something came up, he refuses. was a bit upset but theres nothing much i can do. so he comes the hero. hero of the year goes tooooo alep imran mazwin! jeng jeng hahaha susah tau nak console alep.the next morning we waited for alep for damn hours let me repeat for hourssssss. die lambat 2/3hours mcm tu. alep alep....hahahaha here we go trip to melaka. my fav melaka. pergi every single shop yg ade dekat dataran pahlawan and mahkota parade. alep was so so so choosy was so ok! mmg particular gler with the sleeves cutting shape colours and so on... rase nak strangle die to death pun ade jugak. for 9 hours non stop seha teman alep shopping. adelah i got something for myself too haha how can i not??jeng jeng. ouh and me and alep got separated from the others. just to spice things up we went to BR and shillin and hot rolls. hahaha eat much huh. yeay got to astray a bit from the clothes shoes and fabrics. and both of us our phone mati.MATI mmg terkejut shocked habis but theres nothing we can do. hahaha kene tggu mereka dekat kereta. nasib baik ade mcfizz penghilang haus. sumpah haus gler lepas makan aiskrim semue. sampai kolej around 1 o clock like that. frankly speaking that day went out for like 12 hours... hmmm tiring a few days later cuz i got so bored of this place, and wan was bz with his plan and stuff i called up my sis and told her i want to crash at her place. god thank heaven.im just so tired to type everything. but i love wan made him a keychain and bought him a flip flop same as mine. hahaha love grows each day.. stronger think so. at least thats what i felt. it feels like our communication has improved so much that i can tell him how i felt.well about things. thats good right. so im just gonna post some pictures for u r me cuz nobody really read this post anyway hahaha.. some cool stuff i tried in melaka jonker is the best place ever. haaha still my fav walaupun dah datang there like thousand times...