keluarga bahagia

mcm manekah sebuah keluarga itu dikira bahagia?? keluarga saya bahagiakah? mungkin semue org nampak sesebuah keluarga normal itu bahagia. tapi persoalannye bahagiakah mereka? well to me my family financially is just ok. xde masalah cume love. i think that is really one big of a problem here. sebab itu saye lebih menyayangi org yg menyayangi saya lebih dprd mereke2 yg sepatutnye. ok like just now ibu ajak makan. i wasnt hungry pun. but in order to have the happy family that i dream of so saya pun kedapur utk makan bersama keluarga. alangkah xtaulah saya nak kate ape. adik xnak makan die lebih rele tido. bapk pun katenyer xlapar lagi. so korg bayangkan kalau saya pun xnak makan jugak. xkesian ker ibu saya yg dah penat memasak lepas tu makan sorg2. so walaupun saya x lapar. saya makan jugak. ade sambal tempoyak saye ngn ibu beli durian semalam kat tesco. rm5 sebiji repeat sebiji bukan sekilo. murah gile!! tapi sebab kitorg ni pmpuan(xtau ade kene mengene ker x)kitorg xpandai pilih durian. hampeh betul! so beli 4 biji jer sebab nak cukupkan rm20. nak beli banyak2 tkt beli yg x elok. nak beli sikit harge murah pulak. nilah perempuan dilemma selalu sgt mcm ni.hahaha so smbg balik cerita, saya pun makanlah sambal tempoyak tu. thnk god die pedas so xde lah boring sgt makan kan walaupun xlapar. and i made alot of effort in making the conversation with her.i told her about zera. yg zera tu dulu sekolah rendah same2 kat sacred heart then jumpelah kwn2 lame yg lain 8 tahun x jumpe bagai.hahaha cerita psl aben sakit semue ape doktor cakap. then ade lagi some of the things yg x ingatlah. well my point is what is the definition of keluarga bahagia?? bahagiakah keluarga anda? saye harap kalau ade rezeki saya membina masjid, saya mengharapkan masjid itu riuh rendah walaupun yg ade hanya like 3/4 people only. one more secret to tell i have i think around 12/13 family members including ipars. tapi bile semue balik gather pun my house mcm ade 3/4 people saje. this is actually the main reason kenape saya rase family saya xcukup bahagia.bukan x bahagia tapi xcukup. well i've been to khalish's and mereka sangat bising. i love it! alot the mother aunties not uncles nahhhh the grandmother anf the late grandfather semue mengalukan kedatangan kami..me and ejat. we talked alot. they treat me like family. anak buah khalish lagilah...cute2 jer.hahaha well i never been to wan's. hes very close to his family especially the mother. that is good news. hahaha ok y i never been to him its cuz its different. pg kg khalish i went there as his fren. sebab ade kenduri kesyukuran and i went there with a fren. tapi kalau pergi ke rumah wan ianya adalah suicide. terlalu banyak things that i have to count. what if i act nonsense and the parents dislike. im just not ready. well my parents pun ade issue jugak so i think these parents issues we just cant face it later... we'll face the music together. i love u.