Tough ride

this week rase mcm sedih jer... today rase serba xkene asyik rasenak marah the whole day. maybe i was tired i dont know.abang mie buat hal lagi geram betul!x serik ker yg dulu tu.nana xpernah marah suke2 hati.i know her very well die hanyer rampage kalau hal tu besar.kenape lah awak x learnt the lesson abang mie? kenape buat kakak saye sedih. saye sayang abang mie tapi haih abang mie xfikir seha ker x fikir adik? kitrg sayang abang mie dah mcm abang sendiri. besides awak mmg bakal abang ipar kitorg pun. awak tu idol adik tau.luqman sanjung sgt abang mie. kenapelah abang mie. seha xmampu nak tlg ape2.abang punkenalkan kakak. when shes right shes right.u cant never make it the other way round.never!hahaha tau x seha rase penat sgt nak ulang2 hari2 dekat luqman man dah kemas aben? dah bagi die makan? dah bersihkan rumah die? dah sapu lantai? seha penattt sangat seha rae nak nangis.Allah jer tau betape penatnyer seha ulang bnde yg same hari2. awak dah besar tau. xboleh ker fikir sendiri??perlu ker achik cakap setiap hari? achik balik kerja penat tambah lagi dgn man yg perangai lansung x matang. seha baru jadi seorang kakak belum lagi jadi seorang mak.seha x taulah ibu pernah menangis kerx besarkan kitorg adik beradik ni. mesti pernah. sebab seha pun xtahan dgn perangai luqman inikan ibu bersabar dgn kitorg 6 beradik.all i need is a person that can hug me every single night for me o go through shits during the day. seha sedih sangat fikirkan nana ya Allah ko bagilh die ketenangan ko xtaulah ya Allah masalah otak ape yg abang mie ade tu. Kau insafkanlah die.i just hope for my sister to be happy. that is all! i can live without everyone but not her. shes my parents bestfren everything..dan luqman matanglah cepat kesian kat ibu nak hadap ke mu hok se lagi tue parok doh otok dok mikir.siang tet tapi aku damboh capur. just another week. then i really hope for a new start. truthfully i love u. though we never get together laugh and enjoy moments of being a family but if anything im here for u. im still a lajis's anyway.moreover family sticks through shits and hell :D